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Friday, November 24, 2006

juz went back that old medical centre today..the place i used to dread going to..

and today i felt so nostalgic...and its a place i hated..so ironic..

oh well..there were gd memories of that place anyway..despite it being a hell hole..i still had fun with my fellow colleagues..

x hikari is wasting his time at 11:52 PM x

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Thursday, November 23, 2006

back in singapore already..after 1 year of study at monash..and i'm already serving my NS..till 31st Dec...my official ORD date..after that date i'm free as a bird...

gong back to my medical centre brought back many memories of how much stress i was under...

with no senior medic to guide and manage the medical centre for 8 months the place became a big big mess.... i ended up having to hold 2 appointments, Medical Officer's PA and Medical Board IC at the same time...and i had whole cupboards of medical dockets and registration slips that have to be entered into the computer system...the workload was way too much for only one person to bear..oh well..but wad to do..there's no one to speak to..and the only person who could fight for more manpower for our medical centre is a wimp..

its as if i was thrown into a dark void where no one could hear my cry for help..

those were the times when i thought i would be crushed..but i managed to stay sane till the end..and set some protocols to follow to ensure that things were done properly..

now that i'm back, its gd to see that the protocols that i set are still being followed..and the cupboards of medical dockets i used to have in my MO room are almost all gone..and most of them being keyed into the system..

i feel satisfied..and glad that things have improved..

but it feels kinda weird to have a legacy left in a place like this..i dunno how to describe this feeling..i'm not proud of it..i'm not particularly happy about it..nor sad...i just feel weird..

x hikari is wasting his time at 10:14 PM x

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