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Thursday, October 19, 2006

end of yr 1

tmr will be last day of uni for year 1 med...

and at this pt i'm having mixed feelings about it...

a part of me doesnt want semester to end..and another part of me wants to go back to Singapore to see my old friends...

and there are still matters left that I wish to seek closure for...but it'll be hard...

been studying hard for the exams...and i havent been sleeping well..i've been rushing to finish studying so that I can teach Amy...and so now, i'm writing this blog entry with a tired mind and body..i'm not thinking..juz putting down wadever i'm thinking..

Amy thinks i know everything....which is not true...but somehow i impose that upon myself and work so hard to maintain it...i feel so stupid sometimes...there are tutors arnd...i can just take the easy way out...but something in me just doesnt want to do that...i'm not sure to consider that a strength or a weakness..

fell asleep thru one whole lecture today..that's how tired i am...i'm not the kind who'll not pay attention during a lecture..feel guilty and yet helpless at the same time..

and i juz watched Grey's Anatomy over dinner with Jeff....I pity O'Malley...

He's the nicest guy in the show..and yet he gets the worst end of the deal...

why do nice people have to be depicted in that way in the media? why do they always get taken advantage of? why are they always taken for granted?

Can't they get the better end of the deal? Must people always be selfish and be nasty to make things go their way? I'm so frustrated...

and i'm tired...maybe its just the lack of sleep...but somehow i've never felt it so deep b4...

and i dunno whether i wanna be left alone...or i want someone to come over and try and pry it out of me...or maybe i'm just being picky about the person whom i want to pour my heart out to...i'm still keeping alot of things to myself here...

i try to forget..but it takes a long time..and that's how i generally deal with things i'm unhappy about...keep it..and slowly forget it...and maybe that's why i dun remember much of events in the past...but i dun forget everything though...there are those that i cherish alot and remain with me...the rest are just a blur in my mind..

x hikari is wasting his time at 9:07 PM x

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Med Ball 2006

I would've loved to write more about this event..but then the exams are coming up...Its on 1st Nov...3h integrated paper...testing us on all that we've learnt thru the year...wish me luck

anyway, here are the photos of that event if u wanna have a look...i dun have my own camera...so i'll juz have to link u to my friend's pages..

Click on this link..

We hired a limo too..went there in style... ;)

it was great fun...and definitely one that is memorable...

x hikari is wasting his time at 2:10 PM x

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Wednesday, October 04, 2006

spring!

I realise its been such a long long time since i last blogged.. :P

yes i had a one week break just last week..but then i was simply too lazy to blog anything..haha...and its such a beautiful season...i spend alot of time doing nothing but admiring the blossoming flowers and enjoying the nice cool sunny weather... :)

after having experienced autumn, winter and spring in Melbourne..i like spring the best.. :) the wonderful weather and exuberant life emerging from the plants and trees...the fragrance of the flowers fill the air...and its a nice refreshing change from the gloomy winter days...when everything's so dead and cold..

but its not all cool and nice all the time...like today, the temperature was 30 degrees.. :P really hot...and dry...so u feel hot but dun sweat at all...Its as if u were thrown into a fiery furnace...

and as some of u might know..in melbourne, u can experience the 4 seasons in one day...let me give u an example....just a few weeks ago, when spring just begun...it was so cold in the morning, i cld breathe mist into the air...then in the afternoon, it was so sunny and warm that i cld take off my jacket and walk arnd in the open comfortably...then by the evening, it'll be freezing again...

that novelty feeling of being in australia is kinda gone now...but i am still enjoying the company of my friends here.. :) its them who have made my life in australia so fun and great..haha

and i dun have many photos to show...coz i dun have a camera now...and my phone camera takes bad photos...when i get back to spore, i wanna go shopping for a digital camera!

Speaking of which, i'll be flying back on the 18th November...so u all can start booking me!! I'll be quite busy with NS, driving lessons, family..but i'll find time to see all you guys ok? miss u all alot alot!! quite sad that i cant be there on MAF for the next 5 years at least...sigh...send me photos of MAF ok??

and there's a whole list of things i wanna do in spore...
eat spore food...authentic spore foood....yum!! FOOD TRAIL!!
buy digital camera
learn how to drive a manual car
take a ride on the wonderful public tpt system
go out to plaza singapura, orchard road, clarke quay, suntec city, marina bay, east coast...etc etc etc..
catch up with long lost friends...
blah blah blah...

the list is quite inexhaustive...haha...so, my friends, u all know what to do dont you? *wink..haha...

x hikari is wasting his time at 7:51 PM x

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