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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Major Transformation

today hikari went on a major transformation... =)

he used to look like this...

now he looks like this!!!

and he wrote it in his blog so that it will go down in the pages of history of hikari's life!!!

x hikari is wasting his time at 3:18 PM x

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Friday, August 18, 2006

Murphy's Law

today I really proved Murphy right...damn...Things that will go wrong, go wrong at the worst possible moment... =p

It happened to my rural assignment...

It was completed a long time ago..and I was quite satisfied at how we've progressed..

there seemed so little to do..just print out, fill in the forms and hand it in...and we took 2 hours to do that today at the Hargrave Andrew Library..why? here's what happened...

we opened our finished info booklet..and we decided to try printing it out in black and white 1st..just to see how it'll turn out...(each coloured page cost $1.50 to print!!!)

ya..and then to our horror, the pages werent in order!!!and it cannot be folded into the nice little booklet we imagined it to be.. =(

so we tried many other methods...microsoft publisher...tweaking arnd with the print options..none of it worked..

and finally, as the deadline neared, we just decided to reformat the whole document to be printed in A4 instead...and there were so many problems..the pictures went out of place, the text went out of place etc etc...and we were clearly flustered... =p

it became a mad rush to finish filling up the forms, putting it all into envelopes, reformatting the document..and then finally when it was all done, me and hiep ran all the way from HG library to the rural office...to hand it in...15mins past the deadline..

the lady there was nice and helped us check that we've got everything in and with that, we have submitted our assignment... =)

what a day....phew...

yea..i guess we were getting abit complacent since we've already completed everything..and we took for granted that what's left to be done is gonna be simple..haha..

well..i guess that's an impt lesson learnt for all of us... =p

x hikari is wasting his time at 4:18 PM x

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Saturday, August 12, 2006

time flies..

gdness..time really flies...and its been so long since i've updated my blog...there's so much to write about though...the sydney trip...the rural week i just had...the national day outing to koko black with the monash meddies..but there's just so many deadlines to meet and readings to do that i find myself having less inspiration to write...juz so tired that i juz drop onto my bed in my room and just lie there...wishing i could rest for just a little while longer...but i drag myself up again to prep dinner/prep for tml's lessons/go out with frenz...

and i'm getting so frustrated that i dun have a camera(my own one is like xy's cam..lasts only about 5 shots..dunno y also...i've even tried changing batteries..but its ok..its now broken...won't turn on anymore after i accidentally dropped it once.. =/ )...and now i'm just limited to poaching photos from my frenz and my own vocabulary to describe what I have seen and experienced..which i feel that it does injustice the beauty of the things i've seen...i've got my camera phone though...but the pics wont be as nice as those taken by an actual camera..oh well..better than nothing i guess (ahhh...sth in me is telling me i need a camera!!)...

anyway...gotta start getting my blog up and alive again...and i shall start with today's events...the sydney trip and rural week entries are way too long to write now...i'm quite tired..

just watched 50 First Dates in Jeff's room...really nice show...its about this guy who met this girl who doesnt have short term memory...due to damage to the parietal lobe of her brain...(well..that's wad the show tells us...)

anyway..he meets the girl of his dreams and he tries to hit on her...only to find out that she is suffering from such a condition...and he has to make her fall in love with him again and again...how sweet.. =)

and it brought back memories of the time i met a girl i liked...it was quite an experience...i got nervous, scared and excited at the same time..and the attraction was so strong i wanted to talk to her..but i'm so afraid i'll scare her away...or make a fool of myself...and i'll be so self conscious whenever she's around... "is she looking at me?" "did i shave this morning?" "i'm so nervous...i hope she doesn't realise it..."

then she passes by and if i didnt even pluck up enough courage to say hi i'll get frustrated and angry at myself for being such a coward..haha..

and i cldn't stop thinking of all the things i wanted to do with her..or make plans to get to know her and dream about how she might respond...and on and on and on i'll go with all the possible scenarios that may happen..or think of all the sweet little things that i can do for her...and at the same time i thought about whether its too obvious if i did that...and then if i did it, i juz went on as if it was nothing much and passed it on as something that i'll do for any friend...but don't misunderstand here...i actually do care for my friends alot...and i'll do anything for them...hmmzz...well...guess the only ppl who would know the difference would be my closest friends and those whom i revealed it to..

and i took note of all the little things about her...her character, her likes and dislikes...the way she looked each day...her birthday etc.....hmmm..how do i get all this info without actually asking? i have my ways... ;)

romantic, sappy songs...songs that declare i'm in love will be played on my iTunes..and get all emotional and all crazy about her...

and then there were times when i cooled down and thought about whether this was just a crush...or was she really the one...so few girls actually made me feel this way...so maybe she might be the one...

then there were times when i reminded myself to take it slow and get to know her first...start a friendship and slowly work from there...

and there were times when i'm before her and nothing comes out of my mouth...and after she leaves and i reflect upon the conversation i juz had...i'm frustrated at missing a chance to crack a small witty joke/ask her something to get to know her better...

amd there were times when i'll feel depressed and sad, imagining that i'll lose her because i didn't make use of all the chances i had to get close and eventually get together with her...

and this lasted a long long time...

haha...its amazing...the things that love can do to me...wonder if anyone else is as silly as me.. =p

x hikari is wasting his time at 8:09 PM x

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