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Saturday, December 31, 2005

Happy New Year Everyone!!!

Gdbye 2005 and hello 2006... =]

My new year resolution:
1) To become more mature
2) To finish reading the Bible ASAP
3) To keep in contact with my friends here after I go over to Australia

Just attended cell group today..quite fun...i must admit it felt strange initially..but they were such warm ppl i fit in almost immediately...I feel so happy to widen my social circle...The more ppl u have in ur life, the more brightened up your life wld be..tt's wad i feel...

I hope to forge closer ties with all the frenz arnd me..and also to catch up with my old fren zhigao...we've lost contact for sooo long already...and oopss..i havent sent him a New Year's Card yet...add one more to my resolution list...4) to be a better friend...oh man...

x hikari is wasting his time at 11:45 PM x

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Friday, December 30, 2005

Blog revamped again!!

Finally..a nicer one..and not as girly... =] beautiful isnt it?haha..found it on blogskins.com..

go check it out..

x hikari is wasting his time at 8:49 PM x

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Thursday, December 29, 2005

The Ghost of You

I never, said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died we'd be together now
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...

Ever...Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies!

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall…
If I fall…(Down)

Wooaawoahoa...

Well, At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna....

Please...my dear...wadeva u do...dun kill urself =[

x hikari is wasting his time at 10:59 PM x

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Blog revamped!!!

Ok, I know that this blog skin its too girly...but then its one of the better looking ones liao..so i juz used it anyways...but then u muz agree that this blog skin is nice rite..haha...(i hear ppl shouting gay liao..) ok ok..i'll change it when i find a better one k...anyways i got it from
blogskins.com...go check it out =]

x hikari is wasting his time at 1:12 AM x

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Monday, December 26, 2005

My Dream Handphones *drool

they're sooooo nice rite?haha...love them so much i wanna own one!!but its so hard to choose btw these 3..wad to do?even when i go "ee-nee-mee-nee-my-nee-mo" to choose one i dunno where to put my finger...haha..hmmm..but i do hope tt their SMS function can type 160 characters in one msg...or else i dun wan.. =p

Today there was a gathering of the greatest wushu talents in the history at Hillview Greens Condo at Hume Ave...So many came..Sharon's batch, Kunming, Gary, Meng Yee's Batch...it was gd to see all of them again after soo long.. =] got some photos =] courtesy of zq...

Oh my eyes are so small..they're only slits on my face!!Haha..But behold!! The greatest wushu talents of HCJC!!! (during those days when we were younger..heh heh..)

Wad a family photo..my batch and Jie An's batch =] with Randal(guy on chair) sitting there acting senile

The Pretty Girls of Wushu

Too bad i dun have my own digital cam...i wld've taken more photos...esp of the one where Randal and Jie An were vs-ing each other in Pepsi Cola 123...For 3 whole min, evryone in the funciton hall did nothing but watch them stare at each other's feet..Until Lixiang cannot take it and exclaimed, "我们好无聊到看他们玩.." and then walked off...haha..

After that, Lixang, Biyun, Meng Yee and I went to catch Chronicles of Narnia...Its not bad...but not tt gd either..the special effects are nothing new after LotR and HP..the acting is not tt gd too..prob due to the inexperienced cast they have...The buildup to the event whereby Lucy found the Land of Narnia was nicely done...exactly as wad i imagined it to be when i read abt it...after that the mood was quite monotonous...no climax..not much excitement..yupz...not really worth watching..read the book!! =]

x hikari is wasting his time at 11:47 PM x

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Sunday, December 25, 2005

Blog revamp coming up!!!

Yupz...my blog is really really boring now...but then this is gonna change!!!coz i've juz got my Macromedia Dreamweaver and Flash installed... =] expect a revamped and better looking blog!!! yeah... =]

x hikari is wasting his time at 1:43 PM x

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Xmas!!

Xmas!!

A very happy merry Xmas to all =]

Came back from Orchard Road at 1am this morning..That place was really crowded...packed to the max with people from all over Singapore to celebrate the countdown to Xmas day...My JC classmates and I were there too..with a spray can in our hand, ready to spray anyone who comes attack us..it was fun..but things turned sour when a whole bunch of stooopid ah-nehs started pushing through the crowd...and there i was being pushed arnd in a sea of people, having no control of where I'm going to...despite our shouts of "STOP!!!" they still continued to push through..pressing their smelly sweaty bodies onto each and every single one of us...I was too confused to note whether they spent a little more time pressing their bodies on the girls or not..then can shout MOLESTER!!! and that idiot will face justice from the crowd arnd him...hahaha...

In the past, Xmas never really held much meaning for me..When I was young, I only knew it as a day to receive lots of presents from others...As I grew older, I got to know it was a day to celebrate the birth of Jesus but that didn't really concern me until the day I started hearing the Gospel in New Creation Church..It was also arnd Xmas time when I was brought to church by my Christian tutor and frenz in the same tuition group..who was more like a friend to me than a teacher..and I thought of it as a social outing than a church visit...I was curious abt wad Christianity was abt...and as I heard the sermon by the pastor I heard so many examples...so many revelations...that i thought this cant be...its unbelievable..questions popped up in my head...and then things started to happen arnd me...there was once i lost an important file and i was so nervous...i flipped through my whole house and no matter wad i did..i juz cldnt find it..and my parents only knew how to nag abt how irresponsible and careless i was....it was no help at all...then i turned to my tutor..She prayed with me and then she told me abt the vision she had of where the file was and told me wad the file looked like...and I recognized it as my desk at school...I went there and i found my file...=] i never told her wad the file looked like...and where i have last seen the file...and yet she pin pointed the exact position of where my file was...unbelievable...really..but it happened...and i went back to church more often wif my tutor and tuition frenz and i learnt more n more..and finally i was really touched by His unconditional love for us...He gave His only son to save the world and forgive us for our sins..and His son would draw us nearer to Him and take us to heaven..and all He asks for is just to believe that Jesus is our Saviour...I was really touched by that and therefore on that fateful Xmas eve...I accepted Christ in New Creation Church...that was 4 yrs ago...and I was so happy..until my parents found out...they were staunch Buddhists and are totally adverse to my decision...and they nagged and scolded me...threw away my Bible..cut off all contact with my tuition group and the tutor...life was miserable...and without companionship and guidance...i gave up...(Can hear tt stooooopid Satan cheering for joy now..but not for long!!)

throughout the 4 years, i nv got involved in any Christian activities...and i felt empty...i tried to forget all the unhappy things that happened during that by concentrating on my studies etc...but it was in vain...all things werent going smoothly..my results slipped..i din manage to get into medicine in NUS..dropped out of OCS...blow after blow after blow...and i lead this empty life for 4 yrs...something was missing in my life..and i knew wad it was..but i din have the courage to go to church once more..i gave up on Him once...I cldnt face Him..I knew He would forgive me..but being the quiet and shy person i am..i juz cldnt bring myself to go to church, mingling with a whole bunch of strangers..

life was lyk tt until that fateful meeting with Shiau Chen...I was going home with my army fren..walking out to the bus stop outside my camp...this girl introduced herself and interviewed me abt savings and stuff...it was clear tt she was trying to sell me one of her insurance plans..we exchanged numbers and then arranged for another time to meet up..On our second meeting, i was actually quite surprised that she didnt start introducing her insurance plans immediately..we talked casually and got to know each other better..and she's such a nice person..then i felt bad abt wasting her time on me (who wldnt buy any insurance coz I've got no money!!!) and so i asked a few qns abt her plans...but she din tell me much...and then she told me that after talking to me, she felt that i was like a younger bro to her...and then i agreed to be her xiao di =]

and on Xmas eve, she invited me to her church's Xmas bash..and once again, i was in the same situation i was 4 yrs ago...singing praises to God, listening to the pastor's sermon..I was happy..suddenly i feel alive again..after being whacked dead by the evil ppl in army and all the blows from the unhappy events of my life..and on this day, i re-dedicated myself to Him...just lyk i did exactly 4 yrs ago...

funny rite?how this event repeats itself...and i dun feel that this is any normal event...its lyk a calling..its as if all this was arranged and planned for...that i was meant to be in Christianity all along..and now, i believe even more in Him and I will not give up so easily this time...i shall be the only Christian in the family and keep praying for the day that all of them will finally see the light and be saved...

x hikari is wasting his time at 1:23 PM x

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ORD Loh!!!

ORD Loh!!!

23rd December 2005...MY LAST WORKING DAY IN ARMY!!!!!WOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!! From today on I shall start on the all important Civilian Conversion Course..No more vulgarities..Getting a life...Spending more time with all the friends whom I miss sooo much...and time to catch up with the latest and hippest trends now.. *jumps arnd in joy....

now gotta start preparing for my future lo...driving test..buy stuff to use overseas...learn to cook etc etc...sigh..i'm sooo gonna miss singapore when i leave..juz saw some photos of Clayton...damn boring...click here to check it out..the kind of packages they offer...juz simply implies that there's really nothing much to do in clayton..but then again..it might be a gd thing..nothing to play = more time to study and do other stuff...

life's gonna be quite eventful from today on..and i'm so happy abt it..haha..i love being out of army!!! =]

x hikari is wasting his time at 1:13 PM x

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